Monday, 9 June 2014

Failure | Exam Week

i want to be able to succeed in life without having to succeed in school

why is school so important when all it does is make people sad, it is proven that intelligent people are more likely to commit suicide and be depressed so why is being intelligent the only way to get through life when it could end your life. intelligence is important yes but is it more important than a persons overall well being and is it so important that makes people mentally sick. i think the main problem with the whole education system is that you are made feel so stupid and that's suppose to some kind of motivation for us to be better but shit feeling stupid just sucks. with that mentality that you're completely stupid just comes an inevitable fear that you're a complete failure but you're not. just because you don't understand a fucking chemistry theory or calculus does not make you stupid, but if you do go you. a persons value shouldn't be based of this shit just like a persons attractiveness shouldn't. the way i see it is that these things are all assets to you, your attractiveness, your intelligence, your athleticism whatever they're all just assets to you they aren't you. because we are so much more than all this, yet this is how we are rated by society. people should be seen through their inner self, their secrets, their pasts, their desires whatever because there is where a persons true meaning is, in their experiences and in them not what they can and cant do. but i guess we just don't value that kind of hippie shit, we value test results until we're through school and then we value office blocks with suicide plaques until we die because that is the life that will let us 'succeed' in life. but seriously how is that even succeeding? 

p.s i think intelligent people are more likely to commit suicide because they know too much, they're full of so much empty knowledge that'll get them through 'life' but not through real life, the life where you feel and nothing can be fixed through adding another drop of sulfuric acid or re calculating.